I am so tired of this mundane schedule... its always the same. Wake up, feed the kids, get dressed, play with A, keep K entertained, lunch, play, dinner, bed.... Somewhere in there my husband is missing... Actually, he's been missing for the last year. Coming here was supposed to be a break from deployments and work work work work work.... There has been no break. He's had maybe 3 days off in the last 4 going on 5 months. Even during his block leave, RIGHT AFTER his son was born prematurely and in the hospital facing blood transfusions, he still had to go work to deal with all the imature idiots that stayed back here instead of going home.
He gets block leave starting May 22 thru June 7th and I would love to say that we are locking our doors, closing out blinds and turning our phones off to have some much needed quality family time and hubby wifey time when the kids go to sleep but.... thats too much of a perfect dream. We are going to Va to visit his family so that they can meet K and see him as a baby. He's the first born Grandchild on L's side and the first great grand baby on his side. I dont see why they cant come here. Granted, I know that his grandmother cant so Im not complaining about making the trip to see her, but everyone else? (I'll let Jenny slide haha shes too cool not to want to see) I'm sure once we get back it will be work work work and then off to R. School in Junly where hopefully he will graduate before his son turns one and we head to Alaska for Christmas.
K has an appt on the 24th because he is spitting up something aweful. The zantac isnt helping him anymore and he is now spitting up almost everything right after he gets done eating. When he spits up like 30 min after he eats, its not really spit up, its vomit and its chunky and mucosy and smells horrible. It also has a greenish tint to it now so Im hoping its an easy fix. At first I thought he has the same milk protien allergy that A has, but.... to start developing it 4 months after birth??? Now I don't know what to think.
Feedom comes at a price and some pay more than others. I proudly support my husband in his decisions to help protect our way of life even though it means long lonely nights of worry and heartbreak.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
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