Bubbles and they are all mine....

I am so tired of this mundane schedule... its always the same. Wake up, feed the kids, get dressed, play with A, keep K entertained, lunch, play, dinner, bed.... Somewhere in there my husband is missing... Actually, he's been missing for the last year. Coming here was supposed to be a break from deployments and work work work work work.... There has been no break. He's had maybe 3 days off in the last 4 going on 5 months. Even during his block leave, RIGHT AFTER his son was born prematurely and in the hospital facing blood transfusions, he still had to go work to deal with all the imature idiots that stayed back here instead of going home.
He gets block leave starting May 22 thru June 7th and I would love to say that we are locking our doors, closing out blinds and turning our phones off to have some much needed quality family time and hubby wifey time when the kids go to sleep but.... thats too much of a perfect dream. We are going to Va to visit his family so that they can meet K and see him as a baby. He's the first born Grandchild on L's side and the first great grand baby on his side. I dont see why they cant come here. Granted, I know that his grandmother cant so Im not complaining about making the trip to see her, but everyone else? (I'll let Jenny slide haha shes too cool not to want to see) I'm sure once we get back it will be work work work and then off to R. School in Junly where hopefully he will graduate before his son turns one and we head to Alaska for Christmas.
K has an appt on the 24th because he is spitting up something aweful. The zantac isnt helping him anymore and he is now spitting up almost everything right after he gets done eating. When he spits up like 30 min after he eats, its not really spit up, its vomit and its chunky and mucosy and smells horrible. It also has a greenish tint to it now so Im hoping its an easy fix. At first I thought he has the same milk protien allergy that A has, but.... to start developing it 4 months after birth??? Now I don't know what to think.

Love doesn't come from the heart, it comes from his pants!

So my drs appt went really good. She said everything looked good. I had minimal scarring on my cervix, there was no scarring over the opening of my cervix, my ovaries felt fine so that means my cyst is gone, she said that everything was moist down there like it was supposed to be (not sure what that ment) and that I was ovulating. She did the pap and of course I bled a whole bunch because she irritated the scar tissue that was down there. She also did an HPV test because she wanted to make sure before I got that gaurdisil (sp) shot that I didn't have it and if I did what type so that she could make sure it protected me against that strand. My last pap that I had was negative for HPV so Im not sure why she would test me again especially since my blood work came back clean. It should take a week for them to get back to me if my pap was positive for reaccuring cells and if not, just a little letter in the mail telling me Im good to go!! That means I would only need one more test in 6 months and then I get to go once a year and after 2 years of negative results I get to go every three years. Once I hit that point Im considered in remission!!! I can't freakin wait to hit that mark.
Im trying to get Wes to go in and get a SA but hes unwilling. He is in denial now that Im healthy and the dr said I should be good. She said from all my past u/s and x-rays its all perfect. I just think we haven't hit it at the right time. We only have 6 months to go until we are considered to have fertility problems. Im not worried, I'm not so stressed out about it just for the fact that I figure its out of my control. No matter how hard I wish and try, that its not gonna make it happen any faster.
Tomorrow is the ball and Im excited!! Get to get all pretty, wear a pretty dress and go out with my hubby! After words we are all going to Plat Jaxx. Im going from Glam to Hoochie that night so I'll be sure to take lots of pictures! Im just excited for an adult night out. I mean, we are going to dinner tonight but we are taking ashe with us so its not really alone time.
Today has gone by a little slow. I've cleaned a lot at work so yeah, now there is nothing to do.....
There was more that I wanted to say but I can't remember.
Oh yeah. Last night I was talkin to Ashe and she looked at me and said "Can I call my other daddy?" (meaning matt) and I told her no cause it was late there and he was prolly in bed. Then, she said, and this part killed me, "How come he doesn't call me? My daddy calls me when hes at work cause he loves me. How come my other daddy doesn't call?" This coming from a 3 almost 4 year old!!! I almost wanted to cry and I didn't know how to answer her. I just told her that he has been busy. He hasn't called her since Christmas. I didn't even think that she would remember or think about it because she has never said anything about him. Im at a loss for words.