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Do ya know that feelin you get when you are gonna start your period? That ucky, crampy, feel bloated, legs and back hurt, feelin kinda leaky like you started feeling? Well I have that and I HATE it. I wish I would just get it over with already!!! I woke up feeling sick and my stomach hurt EXTREMELY bad. Its not bad enough that I gotta be upset that im actually getting my period, but I gotta feel like shit in the process before I get it. I hate mother nature and I wish it would go away!! Ok well not go away but at least not be so horrible to me. I mean, I already gotta bleed, why cant I just do it pain free and fast??? I was standing a the counter looking into the break room telling someone I was gonna go grab food and i was like "oh need to go potty" so i grab a tampon, go in and yeah disappointed cause looks like Im gonna have this feeling for awhile :( Would be great if I were pregnant but Im not that loved.
Im feeling pretty good right now, now pain but boy when it hits, I wanna curl up in the fetal postition on the floor and stick my thumb in my mouth and lay there! Ok thats my bitch for today.