Sometimes being lost and confused is the right way to be

I have been going to be SUPER early lately. Wed night I went to bed at 830, Thursday was the same. Friday I layed down with Wes before he left to play poker and I was asleep by 8. Saturday the same thing. I think I was gone by 830. Last night I fell asleep at 730!!! I woke up a few times but that was Wes waking me up. He woke me up at 10 to give me kisses and tell me good night and to get me to roll over so he could snuggle with me. I don't know what the hell my problem is. I want to try and stay up a little later tonight since I don't have work tomorrow and my drs appt isnt until 11 but I dont know if I can do it.

After my drs appt Im gonna go and have lunch with Anita since she works in the hospital and we are gonna make plans to meet up before the Home Coming concert so that we can sit together since its all general admission. Im kinda excited for some reason about it. I mean I know its only Billy Raye Cyrus and Bowling for Soup and some other people but I guess its because its something that Wes and I get to do together and its some adult time!! Not that I dont love my baby girl because I do and I miss her terribly when she sin't with me, Im just happy to be able to do something. She was with my mom Saturday night and all of Sunday and we wet shopping alone without her yesterday and it was nice, but Saturday I was alone because Wes had courtesy patrol so yeah, I was alone,

Friday is the ball and I found out that since he had staff duty during the week and his weekend duty was considered the courtesy patrol that he wont have staff duty on the 16 cause that would give him 3 details and someon else one. Im happy. We got a hotel room at the Sheraton for the night. That way we can get ready there and then change and grab a cab with everyone after the ball to go out and that way its cheaper to go back to the hotel cause we all only have to take one cab. Im so happy that hes home and we can do all this stuff together now instead of me doing it alone.
Nice I have a UTI! Gotta love havin bad kidneys!