Feedom comes at a price and some pay more than others. I proudly support my husband in his decisions to help protect our way of life even though it means long lonely nights of worry and heartbreak.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

great

I am severely anemic. And what is a severely anemic pregnant person supposed to do? Take Iron suppliments... but what can you do if you cant take iron because it makes you incredibly sick to the point of dehydration? Nothing apparenty. I just get monitored and if it drops any lower then it is now, i get to have him.
On the plus side, I know he will for sure be here the 15th of December. They only do sections on Mondays and Wednsdays and he wasnt willing to do it on the 1 or the 8th so I told him the 15th was fine. I didnt wanna be preggo for my birthday but I guess having him the day after is ok too.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Butt Hiccups

Ok, so i dont want to sound like a complainer but.... HOW THE HEL DO PEOPLE MANAGE TO HAVE A KID AND BE PREGNANT!!! I am so tired!!! Ok I know I know, Im at the end of this roller coaster of hormones and overly exaggerated emotions (due to hormones) and not feeling well, bein overly tired, not sleeping, not being able to get comfy, but dang! I have to rock back and forth a little just to be able to roll to get out of bed lol. I feel like humpty dumpty!
I have a drs appt on thursday and hopefully can schedule my section date. Im gonn beg for him to take him at 37 weeks if i make it. The last couple days I have had cramping and contractions. I almost went to L&D the other night because they were so bad I couldn't sleep. Thankfully they tapered off in the morning and i was able to get like an hour of sleep. It may have been an hour but it was a much needed hour. A has been soooo good about letting me relax and keeping herself busy and stayin out of trouble. I feel bad some days cause i know she wants to go out and play but I just cant muster the energy.
I started letting the puppy in the back yard and am glad to say that after having to take her out 2 times, she is now whining at the door to go out and go potty. I also figured that since she is going out there and I put the baby gates infront of the main gate that i would start lettin A out there with her to play. Im gonna ask housing if they can stick a storm door on the back door so I can leave it open while they are out there. I want it for a couple reasons, that being a main one. Leaving that door open bugs go in the house, you can hear everything that goes on outside and inside my house even with the door closed and Im not comfy with that. I shouldn't be able to hear the bugs chirping or the rain as it falls like Im standing outside.