Feedom comes at a price and some pay more than others. I proudly support my husband in his decisions to help protect our way of life even though it means long lonely nights of worry and heartbreak.

Friday, May 2, 2008

finally here

so we are finally in La. We got here yesterday late afternoon. Wes right now is at the housing office finding out about housing. I prolly should be getting ready to go because we have to go to the hospital and inroll in tricare. I need to get my blod work done and make an appt and ashe needs to go see the dr about those bumps on her face.
This pregnancy, although I am only 6 weeks has sucked butt. I am ALWAYS sick. Its like I dont know what feeling good is like. I constantly wanna throw up. I am extremely paranoid right now because of what happened when I was preggo with ashelynn. I bled really bad from about 5 weeks to 20 weeks. I try and reassure myself in the sense that I am a week past the point where i started having problems with ashe but everytime I feel a little leak I have to run for the bathroom to check to make sure that Im not bleeding. I have a constant headache that is not so much fun. Tylenol(sp) only works for about an hour or so and since right now I can only take 2 a day it makes the day sooooooooooo much fun. I know that I shouldnt complain because its taken 2 years of unprotected sex, 4 months of tracking my cervical fluid and 2 months of temp charting to get here, I would just like to experience the great uneventful pregnancy that all my friends seem to have had. I totally didnt think that I was pregnant. I had it in my mind that my body was being retarded and I was gonna start any time. I started having these weird twangs of pain that would only last a sec on each side and in my crotch. I also had increased discharge. I looked up online and everything pointed to pregnancy and I was like, nope, no way. Wes made me take a rest. he woke me up at like 730 and argued with me for an hour to go take it. I was totally shocked cause it was like BAM as soon as the urin hit that part of the test. I had to go back and check the box and instructions to make sure what I was reading as right.
Well thats about it for now gotta get dressed, he should be here soon

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