Feedom comes at a price and some pay more than others. I proudly support my husband in his decisions to help protect our way of life even though it means long lonely nights of worry and heartbreak.

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

so

our house is packed up and we are staying in lodging on elmendorf. We leave on the 16th to start our long journey to Va and then to La. Wish me luck. I cant wait to get to La and get our stuff back. I miss my bed! We are sleeping on a double bed and let me tell you, I am about fed up with having the left side of my body slept on lol. I also cant wait to get down there so Amanda can come visit and I can see how big Rye guy has gotten and see baby Ayden!!!! I'm gonna try and get on again before we leave. Im at my moms house right now. I wanted to come update my fertility chart. My temps are looking a lot different then last month. The link is below if you want to check them out!
I know that I should be greatful that I have one kid already and trust me I am. I just hate that it was so easy the first time around and now I am dealing with trying to get pregnant after cervical cancer. I know she said that I look good but i still cant help but think otherwise. We will see though!